Oliver, the character from "So, this is my life" is my doll. Who needs a bit more developing, but is my doll. I have to rewrite somethings but I'll post the finished works as soon as I correct them. 'Till then, enjoy the old pieces.

Anyway, redoing the story, I'm going to take Laley away, and make Lishe into Helena. :3 And her middle name with me Lelay (Laley) because I like that name D:

Beginning from the top,

Oliver- my vampire boy, who becomes a vampire because he drowns and a mysterious man, (I suppose Timothy) Crampbell adopts him. Timothy's family members (all of them, but one - a Chiwoo doll- maybe two) are all adopted. Oliver and William are the only two siblings. Oliver, grows up from being a farm boy to a wealthy money manager (Timothy's bank's money manager). Well, Oliver, starts watching over a girl (Helena) who seems to be falling for him, but he's waiting for another girl (Arianna) to grow up to be with her. Still he knows he can't be with Ari, and since he trully likes her, he doesn't have the guts to make her a vampire. Helena, he likes her too, but not sure what to do. He's extremely shy, and takes care of William rather a lot. He turned Willie into a vampire so he wouldn't have to live without him.

Helena- a clumsy girl who loves Oliver, wants protection, and the feeling of being wanted the same as her wanting something. She's very sweet. Many people make fun of her, but she's so use to it she doesn't mind. Though she feels lonelier everyday, she finally bursts when she's close to Ollie. She's not shy, and very outgoing, but most people think of her as rediculous. She usually wears blue colors, sometimes confused for black.

Aden- Oliver's servant. He's kind, and watches over everything. A butler that finds his duties cleaning, taking care of kids, and taking much care of Oliver. He follows him just about everywhere and care for him dearly. He's afraid of vampires, but seems to be okay with these. He's stuck doing most of the work, but after a while he enjoys doing it for some people. He loves working for Oliver, and Lena. He loves kids so William is like someone he can watch dearly for enjoyment. He likes wearing less formal clothes when he can, but he has to wear it often infront of Timothy.... <3

My Dollies. :3

I'll update later, but hey!
If you want to keep updated with my Dolls, go to Ollie's DA

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So, I found this gorgious doll, that I really want for Aden. but but but if I do get him, I'd have to get the head, then the body or make-up, and then other stuff DD: and that makes me sad. *likes to get things all at onces, makes life easier- for me.* well, the gorgious doll is:
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and, I was hoping for it to be smaller... or something then Oliver. but he would be the same size, maybe even taller then Ollie. I guess that would be okay since Aden would be his servant.

also, I really want the Delf El doll from Eluts.com, with the make-up of the Anhel Dion limited Delf-art's make-up. He'd need a name too, and I guess he would be my Azure, but the thing is, is that with Azure, I'd have to custom Azure even more because he has scales. I'd have to have him specially done- his make-up which could cost more, and I'd have to look for someone willing to do that. >.<;;;

Next, Laley, for sure she's going to be Delf Lishe.
And I think that would complete my doll collection. But talking on what or who comes first, it seems like Laley and/or Aden is coming next. I'm somewhat routing for Aden more, since I know his purpose, and a bit of his personal, but I do want a girl, and her looks/doll is more planned out then Aden.
but even before I can get either- I should get Ollie a bit more clothing. And start his story. Oliver Delacroy (Farell?), my first love and baby, next will be either Aden Riley Tucker, Lelay (A.K.A. Laley, lastname still unknown), and then Azure my dragon boy. and I'm not sure how he fits into the story other then he's just as beautiful as the rest. At least then, next being Laley or Aden, I won't feel bad about Ollie being so lonely.

Or maybe I won't get Azure- for a long long long time, and just get the DelfEl doll with Aden's make-up and complete-o :3 for Aden at least, that might be cheaper. and by the time i get Aden, Ollie's gonna have a lot of clothes which Aden can use- it could fit him, probably big (actually, no probably.) though. but it could work, people look cute in big clothes on them :3 D< I have to look for someone who does make-up! Good make-up, I've seen a lot of people and it makes me go "ick" sorry- those people.

Character Completion!:
Oliver-
Have him
Personal- getting there, needs some more work
Story- needs a lot of work!
:3 main chara, no? he's really shy, and formal. babysits William, death: drowned, Lelay's father revivied him. He loves his brother too much, that he made him a vampire too so that he wouldn't have to live without him. Was a farmboy, now aristrocrat? He was suppose to be Lelay's mate, but they didn't mesh.
Family- done! ish.
Aden-
Don't have him D:
Personal- working on it
Story- somewhat completed- we have his purpose done, now his background (maybe werewolf?!)
Oliver's servant, afraid of most vampires, is like Oliver's babysitter, teaches Oliver some things.
Family- none yet. No friends either- 'cept Ollie
Lelay-
Don't have her D:
Personal- spoiled, nice to some people, hates new people (she's a vampire.)
Story- she grew up being spoiled throughout every time period. She older then Oliver, but looks younger, she likes attention, but hates too much of it. She's always dressing like she'd pay 1,000's or 100's of dollars on her stuff. We still need to work a bit on her and Aden
Azure-
Don't have him, probably won't 'till I'm out of college D:
Personal- xD I don't know, I care about his looks right now
Story- he's a dragon person.

Anyway, I wana talk about my Doll/future dolls >.<;;; any questions, comments, or help with personals, etc. please ask/comment! >.< I need help with them!!

I'm sorry, I'm like so late in the game, DD: too late.

I got in a Twilight mood and decided to finish Eclipse.

(little spoiler here- not really though)
1) I'd like to say, I love Jasper. :3 My poor little Jasper doesn't have enough love, which is probably why I like him- less competion for one thing, and I can't help but like him. >.< I mean, it almost killed Bella in NewMoon (xD) and he's super nice to Alice (T___T *envy*) And the poor guy getting hurt for Alice :3 awwww overprotective military love. <3 I can't wait to see who plays him in the movie, not that I think whoever that is will be good enough. (sorry Jasper Actor!)

(no spoiler)
2) speaking of the movie, guess who's playing Edward? HarryPotter's Cedric Diggory (Robert Pattinson)! my oppinion: he'll fit the part nicely, they explained him somewhat pretty close, though, in some of the photo's I'd have to say that he looks.... a bit ugly. (the eyes, the lower jaw, the hair.... it doesn't work...?)
guess who's playing Bella? The Messengers Kristen Stewart (her actual name). I like the way Kristen looks for the part of Bella, I'm not sure if she's.... Bella enough though.
I'm glad that they are using wellish known actors for the parts though. :3
As well as I'm waiting for the Jasper role, I'm waiting for the Jacob role. (do i have a thing for J's in this book?) as well as James. I'm kinda more excited how James will act out instead of Edward. (I guess I do like J's o.o... a lot...)

(spoiler)
3) xD I am soooo glad that I found out that EVERY one of my guesses have come true, from the allience, to Bella really in love with Jacob. I knew she did, I knew that if Edward wasn't there, she'd be dying for Jacob. And I'm kinda glad she will (basicly) die. Jacob deserves better >.<;;; sorry Edward fans, but I'm routing for Jacob (though i know it won't happen, I want him to have someone better then Bella. I don't like her or Edward. sorry again.) Poor little Jacob *hugs* I love you! As well, I was kinda hoping Riley wouldn't die. poor boy. I'm glad that Seth was the one killing him though ^^ *pets* still. As well, I loved, yet hated how the book ended. The next book better start out exactly from that spot. It's killing me. I hated that it just ended. It was a nice ending, but it ended to quick. >.< I'm glad that I don't have to wait extremely too long, since the next book will be out around fall of this year. (just about 10 more months to go >.<; )

(no spoiler)
4) anyone know how i can get the Twilight Manga? >.< I'm dying to know how each of the characters are drawn in it... >.<

well, all this pish posh has made me want to continue my story, which will soon have a new name. (cooler one.) Hope Helena can keep up with her life! ^w^

sorry about updating so much lately... I've found the need to .... >.<;

sorry about that.

anyway

"enough of the fright,
enough of the fight,
I'll be awake if he finds us
Needless to say
I'll stand in your way
I will protect you
and I..."

an update on life, actually.

Manga: I'm one page 8, I want to develop my characters before developing my story- so basicly it's going to be a prolog like.

an update on Commissions:
I did change prices, but 1) be aware, that I had these new prices for over a month, and I FORGOT to update it to my DA, I DID though, tell people who have asked for commissions the new prices. For some people, it's going to be better, for others.... sorry.

Commissions:
$3 ($.25 for every additional person) Chibi's consist of full bodies, if you'd like more/less talk to me.
$4 full body (every additional person $.75)*
$4.25 head to waist (every additional person $.50)
$4.75 Head to shoulder (every additional person $.50)*
$5 head (every addtional person $.50)

the picture in general:
Sketched-> price as is
Inked-> $.25
Colored-> $.75 (not including inking- and be use, the picture is much more worth it with ink)

Backgrounds:
none-> price as is
with background-> price may very, ask and we'll talk- most likely though-->
REALLY simple background-> (lines, dark outline, circles, etc.)** $.25
Simple-ish background-> (something easy, simple buildings, etc.) $.50
elaboterate backgrounds-> (hard. Easy as that. Hard.) +$1***

Will Draw, won't draw:
-I will draw OC's
-I can draw real people
-I will NOT draw a character that already has copywrites. (Ex: Naruto, Fullmetal, DeathNore, FruitsBasket, Yu-Gi-Oh!) UNLESS you can convince me. ((good luck))
-Weapons are a maybe. I must have a picture though.
-I need a picture of what you want me to draw.
- I can TRY to draw animals. (no promises)
-Complete nudity and nothing covering... NO! 0w0
-Porn... NO!
-GirlxGirl (making out stuff... hugging... and grabbing is as close as I'm getting >.<;; sorry, I'm not good at drawing girls that much anyway)
-I can draw guy action just nothing far.
-any questions ask

The drawing:
I'm not sure when it will be done, but I will try to get it in as soon as possible. It may take longer then you think, but I will draw it.
If you want to be a commisionee... (is that right?) note me or email me (shall be provited at the bottom.

*price may very by clothing, elaboration, how HARD it is to draw you chara, and how many.
**remember I'm the one proviting the ink, it's not free, and my inking pens are drying up. I'll need new ones. once again price may very.
***do you know how hard it is to draw backgrounds? no? try it. not easy. Therefore, understand: if it's really hard I WILL bump up the price

Contact me:
xBloodxMissionx@hotmail.com

*sigh* anyway, on my life.
I don't really even want to talk about it... I'll just write about it later I guess. damn it T___T;

after reading Invisible Boy 2, (love) and listening to my fav Band (The Rasmus) I wanted to draw a Manga. To get ready if I ever DO become a manga-ka (I feel like I probably won't though) so I did a bit of research on what to do reading a book Hiru gave me. Now, want to know my biggest problems? ^w^

Let's start with making the Manga.
Ahem:
about 27 pages per chapter
about 5 chapters
about 10 filler pages
1 table of contents
2 covers.

total: 151 pages I believe.

my plans:

filler pages and table of contents done on the computer, Except the first filler page.
First filler page, and botht the covers shall be down both by hand and computer.
each chapter will be down by hand and I'll make the writing as ledgeble as possible.

my problem?
well subtracting the 10 pages done on the computer that leaves me with about 141 pages. That's a lot. But you want to know the worst part? ^w^ I don't have enough manuscript paper!! ^o^ T_T ooh, but that's not all! Inking pens, I have some, but I need 1) more 2) They're running out of ink. AND I don't have ink. I have the nib pens too, but no pens. *has a Manga packet- 10 manuscript papers, and nib pens* yes. that... is my problem.

Since I KNOW my book won't be published anytime soon, I guess plain paper will do for now, and my inking pens. I'd also really like it to have .... money T___T to buy inking pens, and manuscriptpaper (where would I find it though?) and not that it's a big deal, but screentones. I could live without them, but I'd have to learn to shade on my own, since I probably won't color them. TT______TT *fail*

now that that's over, any suggestions on stories?? o.o please make it simple. nothing..... too.... much.... I'm not good at.... uhh.... weapons, porn, over exaggertated things, D: basicly my Commish rules. *sigh* T___T yeah. girls are a pain too... but I'll try to work on them. *nods* :3 well, that's all for now, please answer me!!